Remember

Within days Passing by at speed, Blurred together, Indistinguishable From each to the next. Remember, To look for light, In a fog created By the collision of Memories, thoughts and dreams. Remember, Love completely, Those hearts That hold hands When we feel alone. Remember, Happiness resides, Always. Seen in flickers Of simple joys. Remember, Battles […]

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Return

Thoughts Fixed in a now, Much different To the picture Once painted of life. Away, From a daydream Reoccurring, Of return to a simpler time. Look ahead, Moving forward as needed Creating distance between here and before Unable to go back. Uncertain Hopeful Anticipating colours Not yet added And for what then will bring.  

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I can’t be there

I wasn’t there when Chris was told by our GP he had a tumour. He went to the appointment by himself. If I’m honest I don’t think at that point either of us believed that it would ever be anything really serious. Really life changing. I was at work. He rang me. It was the […]

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I am Strong, but I am tired.

When they ask, I tell people I’m fine. I am. Fine. It’s not a choice. There is no option. I didn’t wake up one morning and make a conscious decision that this is how I would feel this year. It just is. I wondered for a long time whether I was in denial. About Chris’ […]

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Needing a rest from the juggle

I am ready for a break. A break from juggling. Everything. I am ready not to have to set my alarm, to lazily get ready in the morning, to not have to commute, to stay in my PJs if I really want to. To sit with no real need to go anywhere. Ready for aspects […]

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