After

There was before When life was simple When we laughed freely When things were easy With no worries, or worries that are now insignificant When you were not missing from us When my heart was whole. Now there is After Now I am lost I look for myself, for peace I am learning how to […]

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Solitary

The Earth in its predictability Continues to turn Moving us forward. In time, everything changes Everything has changed Everything continues to change. As it should, As they should. With you still missing from moments. The black hole surrounds me It does not leave my side. Rocks remain constant, safe Landscapes surrounding, ever evolving Distance expands […]

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What does Love mean to me?

I know love I am lucky I have always known love The love that comes with no conditions The love that is given and received freely From your person, from family and friends I’ve seen ugliness imitating love Weaponised, mistreated, only when it suits Misused and forgotten and rotten That’s not the love I want […]

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Repetitive Procrastination

I crave simplicity Yet live in chaos I crave calm and order Yet I’m the sole cause of my own stress And outside of grief, the emotions and thoughts that churn in my brain Outside of my search for myself The situations I keep repeating The only things that causes me discontent Are my own […]

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Feeling Feelings

I cannot control my feelings The way I feel in or about situations Can any of us? I don’t wake up and decide to feel fed up But we all have days like that I haven’t gone through life trying not to feel ok all of the time Sometimes I really don’t I do not […]

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