January don’t be cold

I have never quite liked you January Always feeling like you were the longest month With the darkest nights and coldest days And the least amount of money after over indulging at Christmas. A month with nothing exciting to look forward to Where no one wants to make plans. You became the month of bad […]

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Grief, deaths partner, is a thief

How are you supposed to like the world when you’re not sure you even like yourself anymore. There was a moment there the light was getting brighter, It was joyous. My core felt warmer, the kindling in my soul started to smoulder The dull ache of pain that has been with me since you left […]

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Regrets, I’ve got a few

I wish we’d have talked more about death That each time you started the conversation I hadn’t changed the subject. I wish I hadn’t told you not to worry Telling you we had plenty of time to talk about it ‘Cause although you’d accepted it, you were still scared of it You still didn’t want […]

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The Lost Voice

I wonder where my voice has gone Why I find it so difficult to say Anything When once I was so sure of who I was Now I have no idea at all. I mean, I think I’m still me I am me. Just a different version perhaps A shell of a person I once […]

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22.06.17

There’s been many dates, many moments that are burnt into my memory from the last two years or so. The majority wonderful, happy, fun. Memories that keep me going when it feels like the darkness begins to win Moments that the kids talk about, moments that will last a lifetime. Then there’s the one’s I’d […]

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