How do I want to be remembered?

We often sugar coat people in death Praise them for all the good points and forget the bad. We haven’t done that with you I’m quite proud of the fact. We remember the good of course, the way you made us feel That you were a good friend That you worried about people and cared […]

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To avoid the void?

After you died I was so scared of being by myself Being left alone with my own thoughts, fears and feelings Even though in moments of solitude was where I felt you most Where I still felt you near. I started to say yes to everything. Every invite for coffee, every suggestion of lunch, every […]

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A Beginning?

I have made it no secret that I have been lost. I have found myself searching Trying to find, myself To work out who I am now in this world. Unsure of where I fit or how I am to be Not knowing where the person I was once so sure of has gone Or […]

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January don’t be cold

I have never quite liked you January Always feeling like you were the longest month With the darkest nights and coldest days And the least amount of money after over indulging at Christmas. A month with nothing exciting to look forward to Where no one wants to make plans. You became the month of bad […]

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The Third Stage?

I dreamt of you, again I’ve only dreamt of you 3 times since you have been missing from us Three times in fifteen months. It surprises me that I don’t dream of you more often. My thoughts in every waking moment are filled with you My dreams and subconscious take a different form. I have […]

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