We’ll Raise a Glass

Lily wanted cake She also wanted to put a picture of your face on a tall fan So you could still blow out the candles Sam wanted a batman balloon. It’s been playing on my mind What to do for your birthday. I needed to talk to you about it You’d have given an alternative […]

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Must’ve been a Wednesday

I can’t remember the date we first kissed Is that a date I should remember? We were friends for so long before that moment You were the cheeky one who would make me laugh Nothing more at the time. It was so, insignificant Just a quick snog outside the venue. I didn’t know it would […]

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To have lost and be lost

It is overwhelming sometimes This feeling of loss. Not just of losing you Felt always in every fibre of my being. The feeling I am losing myself. I am lost. For so long I was part of a pair Almost half of my life We spent our young adult lives growing together. I knew who […]

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I will look back

I do not want to say goodbye To this year 2017. I have struggled to think about a new year Starting it without you, A frame of time you will never be in You don’t get to experience. A year without you. A future I didn’t envisage Didn’t really believe I would ever have to […]

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I Remember Harder

I don’t forget. There is no forgetting No way of these troubles being eased I am not lucky enough to forget momentarily For moments of peace If I manage to sleep I wake knowing. There are no moments of realisation No chance to ignore the sadness That clouds all other emotions. Thoughts of you never […]

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