A Beginning?

I have made it no secret that I have been lost. I have found myself searching Trying to find, myself To work out who I am now in this world. Unsure of where I fit or how I am to be Not knowing where the person I was once so sure of has gone Or […]

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The Third Stage?

I dreamt of you, again I’ve only dreamt of you 3 times since you have been missing from us Three times in fifteen months. It surprises me that I don’t dream of you more often. My thoughts in every waking moment are filled with you My dreams and subconscious take a different form. I have […]

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31536000 Seconds

You have been missing from me From us For 31536000 seconds. It is incomprehensible. In that moment all those seconds ago I couldn’t imagine surviving a single second without you Couldn’t imagine a second of life with you not here. I had never let myself think about it I had never believed we would have […]

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Regrets, I’ve got a few

I wish we’d have talked more about death That each time you started the conversation I hadn’t changed the subject. I wish I hadn’t told you not to worry Telling you we had plenty of time to talk about it ‘Cause although you’d accepted it, you were still scared of it You still didn’t want […]

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I will continue to get older

We were supposed to grow old and grey together That was the plan That was the dream. You’d be greyer than me, We’d have retired early and gone on a big cruise You’d get grumpier, of course you would You’d find more to moan about You’d reach the age you thought was acceptable to wear […]

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