31536000 Seconds

You have been missing from me From us For 31536000 seconds. It is incomprehensible. In that moment all those seconds ago I couldn’t imagine surviving a single second without you Couldn’t imagine a second of life with you not here. I had never let myself think about it I had never believed we would have […]

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Regrets, I’ve got a few

I wish we’d have talked more about death That each time you started the conversation I hadn’t changed the subject. I wish I hadn’t told you not to worry Telling you we had plenty of time to talk about it ‘Cause although you’d accepted it, you were still scared of it You still didn’t want […]

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I will continue to get older

We were supposed to grow old and grey together That was the plan That was the dream. You’d be greyer than me, We’d have retired early and gone on a big cruise You’d get grumpier, of course you would You’d find more to moan about You’d reach the age you thought was acceptable to wear […]

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Driving Home was the Hardest Part

Driving home was the hardest part. That was the time I’d usually give you a quick call Trying to get through the traffic of a city centre To say hello. Because those few minutes not getting anywhere are pretty boring. I’d ask about your day What you’d been up to How you were feeling If […]

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We’ll Raise a Glass

Lily wanted cake She also wanted to put a picture of your face on a tall fan So you could still blow out the candles Sam wanted a batman balloon. It’s been playing on my mind What to do for your birthday. I needed to talk to you about it You’d have given an alternative […]

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